My Spiritual Path: Premonitions & Angelic Experiences
My spiritual path was laid before me as a child and I started realizing I was somewhat different once I shared my first premonition with family members. I remember bursting out one evening exclaiming that my cousins’ home would be robbed; I was overwhelmed with a feeling of knowingness and truthfulness but my statement had only been confirmed a couple of days later once we returned from vacation. Following that very first experience, my childhood was filled with several other remarkable premonitions; seeing events and simply knowing of them before they took place.
I grew up in Montreal (Canada) and the home where I spent most of my early childhood was “haunted” according to my parents, my siblings, and myself. We would often hear, feel, and see things; sometimes happy and positive, and other times scary and negative.
My premonitions started to slowly fade away as I progressed through elementary school and my consciousness then took a turn for a darker train of thoughts. I had reached a moment in my young-life of complete incomprehensible horror; the thought of “nothingness” following our physical life on earth. I remember crying every single night for an entire week refusing to believe in “nothingness”. I can still clearly recall the sight of complete darkness all around me and the terrifying echo’ed thought of “forever, and ever, and ever, nothingness”; The Dark Night of the Soul? Not sure what brought about this negative train of thought, but what I do strongly believe is that my resistance and persistence led me through darkness, and into lightness.
The morning following this week of emotional and mental torture, I woke up with an angelic presence by my side, and my mind filled with loving and peaceful understanding. These angelic experiences continued unexpectedly throughout my childhood and have thought me everything I know about spirituality, my soul, the universe, good, and evil.
At 16, I experienced my first guided meditation session. As I woke on a hot summer day, I was guided by a spiritual presence to remain lying on my back, relaxed, and focused on my breath. I remember reaching a state of pure light and feeling my arms and legs slowly raising. My body became as lite as a feather and it seemed like bubbles formed all around me; I began to float away. Suddenly, fear somehow came over me and I opened my eyes. Not sure if I had been physically levitating or if it was an out-of-body experience but I do clearly remember falling backwards unto my bed. I then spent the following week completely disoriented and mentally unbalanced.
A Dark Path
Later in the summer, I had made a friend who wasn’t the best influence on me; he had introduced me to marijuana. If I had only known that a dark path would have been laid before me as I walked home that very first night. I was feeling incredibly chill and extremely relaxed, but as I approached my home, I started sensing something eerie; a dark presence I had never sensed before. I slowed my pace, and there he stood waiting for me. Out of the hedges he appeared, as if to greet me; a dark shadow figure. At that very moment, all the light in my life faded, and a dark chapter began. The following 15 years of my life were filled with fears, horrific visions, and countless hauntings; my angel had left me.
My Musical Milestone
At 17, I bought my first electric guitar and the passion quickly set in. As I turned 18, I joined my very first garage band and in a span of 12 years, I had played in several local Montreal bands and have met several life-long friends; including my beautiful wife. In 2005, my band “ONE AWAY” and I performed as the opening act for “BON JOVI” in our hometown Montreal; I had reached my very first musical milestone and my dream truly seemed to be manifesting.
In 2009, I found myself at “The Crossroad” as we were in studio completing the recording of our first full length album. The dark shadow figure that had been haunting me appeared before me as I woke one morning. He materialized in physical form: he was tall, muscular, wearing what seemed like a black cape, his skin was silky black, his eyes were black with hues of red, he had black horns with tiny red veins, and his aura was simply terrifying. He then took me and brought me on a “ride”.
I was sitting in a roller coaster cart and as I looked below, I saw what seemed like my future: fame, fortune, women, pleasure; I was living my dream! Excitement did overwhelm me up until the ride came to an end and I turned to look behind me. I was traumatized to see my family and my wife’s family sitting there; in terror. He then made me sit and watch them burn. As they disappeared, he waited for an answer, for me to make a choice. I clearly remember getting off the cart and running away, as far as I could have. To this day, I am still traumatized by that event…
My Spiritual Path
I knew I had to leave the band and start a more spiritual life as I had started receiving several spiritual callings. Giving up on my dream was the most painful decision I ever had to make; to this day, my ego is still refusing to let go.
My “Shadow Years” have ended, and my “Teacher Years” begin.
I began studying the Bible; it taught me how to confront and overcome fear and darkness. Reiki healing sessions have also helped me regain my confidence, my balance, and my strength. I then started studying (and forever am) several spiritual topics as: Psychic Development, Crystal Energies, Chakras, Meditation Techniques, the Tarot, the Tree of Life, and Ritual Magick.
I am now living on a spiritual path, the path that was laid before me as a child; the light has returned in my life, and in 2011, I experienced my most powerful calling: The Seal of Temptation.
I was born on February 21st 1979 (2+21+1979=2002, 2+2=IV). My Life Purpose and my Soul Purpose are “IV The Emperor“! Tarot has become my guide, my mentor, my greatest passion, and I am being called to empower the public with the knowledge and tools of the Divine; exposing the true powers of Tarot, as it is much more than a fortune telling tool! Tarot will help you find the truth, as it will help you develop your powers of intuition – which we all have hidden within.
Being conscious of our health and wellness, physical and spiritual, is the undeniable essence which will empower us to make a difference in this world.